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January 18 good news for my brother..long time no here,because there is sth wrong with the MSN,i do not why,but i can not on it and writtign sth news.
i will go home on 24.the reason is one of my brothers will
wedding on 26,so i must to attend it,actually,i want to see how to do it ,maybe few years later,it is turn me and trista,haha ..i waitting that day will come as soon as possibile..the guy who will wedding is my best brother in middle school,to be frank,there is four guys in this group..guohua .li jie ..xiao pang dong ..and me ..and i was the youngest one in this group.we were fighting together..and do a lot of things...morver bad things..hehe ..but the realationship is best now ..i hope he will happy and his wife..
the other guy is my brother in high school..for me ..i want to be a good student in the teacher`s eyes after 3 years fighting life..so i change the school..and far from my brother and bad guys around to yicheng for my study...new background ..new face..and new languiges..i just know a litter there talks at the begining days ..but i have a try..and do my best to be a top student...but the true is not like my thought..maybe i am a bad guy too..i can not control myself...fighting with the nature man after few days ..and the other 3 brothers into my life ..so we do sth like before...to be a popular man..i do not want to be in my mind ..but because the things i did ,and fightting ..i do..although the life is better than before...oh..i forget the topic i want to say...the guy who is my best brother .he will have his daugter(little body) on 28 this month..hehe..i am a dad too..haha...maybe i can not go out with the wine when i go home..hehe...go on myself...
after one year in yicheng ,maybe i am a pop man in this school ..actually..i want to be a man who is like gazze..so i go ..exchange the school again to a private school..
so so ..like before....maybe i am a bad guy..
in the end ,i come beijing sports university....hehe...also a bad guy....... January 07 MR 12long time no here ..heihei..tell you a story..i have a new name at this time..MR 12...
I usually told myself should get up early tomorrow..but never do it ..it is even more than 12 am when i wake up ..just like the pig ..so bad ..bad guy do the bad things..i do not know why ?actually i would like to early,but ....always feel tired ..maybe it is true ..hope this satuation will be better tomorrow..
i went to watch the match about the boxing yesterday..so excited ..such as there is two guy fight with each other..amazing..to be frank ,if you are a university student,you should pround with it ...even more i think it ..opptunity is also important,but the capability on yourself is important either..when you get out this time..maybe you will regret..but it is too late...
who knows the sth you did is right or wrong ?you know ...
develpment????we are in this country...but i have a no chance to choice it...to be a man is really hard ..no one can tell you what will happen..you know just the result in the past ..and the friends you have now ...
hope everyone who support me will be ok in the new year.. December 16 tired...long time no come here to write sth..not only the time was too short,but also i am tired everyday..
i want to get up early everyday,but so late everyday morning..how to say it ..it is famililar every times..feel a little busy ,but i can not to say sth i did at that day..
so tired....why ?to be frank ,nothing i do ,i am very angry..but which way i should to do to resolve this things?
who can tell me,i know if sb want to do sth but he\she could`t do anything for it is so bad in the end ..just like me ..good mood and the mile on the face just in order to faceing the busy things around me ..but in my mood .who can understand me clearly..everytimes i am a ..........which chararcter i have ,and which way i need to change...
miss you every second...i do not know how about of you this times ,worried about .. November 24 surpriseing...taday i go to hospital in wangfujing.firstly i go to agent and they tell me that i am a luckly guy,because it is the time to chirsmas day,so the messages is come back soon .in addition,the charges between agent and hospital they can give it back to me if it is during thirty rmb..what a pity..you can gusess..hehe ..it is more than 30..31..fuck...maybe you can have sth but as well as it you should lost sth ..i do it ..but morever i do it is ok...trista go to ktv this time ..what should i do ..nothing..just watch tv....alonely ...November 23 distrct the wrong and right...above all.happy birthday for my brother hanjian..today is his birthday..wish he will happy in club..but i won`t go..because i should enjoy the times with my only trista...i do not konw why i do not like to go there which was so excited places i believed in the past time.maybe is for love ,responsibility,or sth else and so on ...
when we met and experensed a lots of things ,i am changed..brothership!i believed it is significant things in my mind ,but now ...i do not think so ...maybe the means what is brothers in my mind is exchanged ..even i sound from gazzer ,he said that the means brother is means who influenced you in your life to the right road.not the man who frequently fighting together or drinking together...everythings is depend on yourself ..
morever.i will do my best to pertect the girl who is my only now .everything ...because she is my goal,.no ..not ..it is my heart..wish she is ok when i arrived ...worried about her ..just happy and ensure she is safe and not alone ..so i allow she do everythings if she like ...
What can all this mean for Australia? It could mean a real opportunity for Australia’s coal life . The reason is twofold:firstly,i readed the webside during these days..and i knew the house in there is so beutiful...wish i will go there soon..hehe...busy..i should go... November 22 miss + love= what?miss you everyday.i do not know why.it is love ?but because love you very much so miss you more..
miss and love maybe is brother each other just like us ,more than brother ....
everytime is tired but when you go to bed always feeled lost sth ,oh.it is you ..you are not back ..
sometimes wish you comes and with me ..fovever ...sometimes wants you around me every seconds .because i love you so much..
what feeling i have now ..maybe you know ..the reason is you have the same feellings...but you are wrong ..
as a man ,i knew i need more confidence ..more things is important in the future..of course the love maybe is the first one .i hate that man who in order to obtain money to do sth he do not love ..maybe everyone have his own way to alives.though there is no doubt that the money is important in this world..which you want to chioce when the money as well as the love in your eyes ?you must choose the one of them....hehe ..nothing ...you can not speaking out ..but you should know ....
gentleman,huh..do you remember who always followed you when you fail,or when you upset...most guys think that first time when you fall love is renew in your mind fovever,but i do not ..(i do not want to say sth in the past)please forgiven me ..
wish the distance will help you love to grow up more stronger....for everybody couples... November 21 today!a little upset... maomao ,guaiwang,come to campus today.to meet teacher zhu and ask sth about the score for themself in beijing sports university..hehe..what a pity.it is lost because there is sth wrong with the internet ..so we are advising teacher zhu who take good for us to have a supper together.(ps:hanjian ,a brother of me come with me)durning this time we are talk about the international class and us ..chatting with each other for everything.
we are the first group in this university,to be frank ,just have a try for 2+2internatiomal classes..if it is fail,so everyone lost two years which is expensive for your life ,in the coantry ,(i am sorry forgot that word)it means in the other hand.just like this time ,few friends have gone to go abroad and this class had knewn in china,so maybe is sucessful.so everybody do not worry about this way you are choose ,because you made a choice for this ,in the end you have no way to go back except to continuing go ahead this way .maybe you will have a good future .if you come from wealthy family you can do your own things if you happy..hehe..i think this ..as far as i know,the university in england and autrilia is not better,but everyone have his or her own opinions on how to use the limited times in university,so just do you things if you like ...grap every chance to get your goals if is impossibile.life ?i think is only a proess which is put in ups and downs.morever,you can just eatting mantou everyday ,and you can eatting expersive food for live ,so why not to do your best to eat good one ?hehe ...wish everybody have a good future.. November 20 busy.....i feel busy everyday,but i do not what i doing every min.busying..but what i get it..i do not know ...maybe everybody think the same feellings .do not have enough times to useing . she was mad me yesterday evening,i do mot want to explaining the reasons,just i am wrong ,however ,i do my best to be not late once time,but it happened again and again.maybe it is the time to do fast watch ,hope it is a good way to keep the time ...i wish.. sometimes i think i am not enough to cope with her,firstly,i am not handsome,at least not the girls who likes me in the first time .then ..it is not the wealth family,although my parents is best in my heart,but i do not have enough money to give anybody.forthermore ,the charecter is not better for everyone ,i do not know what a man in sb eyes,but i feeled is not a perpect guy.maybe is difficult to be a good guy.i want but no way.always hurt sb when sb like you ,except youself... i said shudy everytimes,but when you do it ,it is not like you think,whenyou do sth always have sth to interrupt you...when you finished it ,and then you have no time to do your own things ,you could think the reason why you falase..but ..the true is past..what happening in tomorrow ,who can tell you ... but for me ,the swear i did ,i will do it ..please take your heart..i need your support... wish everything is ok ... busy.....i feel busy everyday,but i do not what i doing every min.busying..but what i get it..i do not know ...maybe everybody think the same feellings .do not have enough times to useing . she was mad me yesterday evening,i do mot want to explaining the reasons,just i am wrong ,however ,i do my best to be not late once time,but it happened again and again.maybe it is the time to do fast watch ,hope it is a good way to keep the time ...i wish.. sometimes i think i am not enough to cope with her,firstly,i am not handsome,at least not the girls who likes me in the first time .then ..it is not the wealth family,although my parents is best in my heart,but i do not have enough money to give anybody.forthermore ,the charecter is not better for everyone ,i do not know what a man in sb eyes,but i feeled is not a perpect guy.maybe is difficult to be a good guy.i want but no way.always hurt sb when sb like you ,except youself... i said shudy everytimes,but when you do it ,it is not like you think,whenyou do sth always have sth to interrupt you...when you finished it ,and then you have no time to do your own things ,you could think the reason why you falase..but ..the true is past..what happening in tomorrow ,who can tell you ... but for me ,the swear i did ,i will do it ..please take your heart..i need your support... wish everything is ok ... November 18 happy....love.....two days no come here ,not i am not,because there is sth wrong with the space..it told me that i can not write sth on it ...hehe,but now ,it is all right..I will continuing to do it ...just kill the time ,and inproveing my english..although always forgot the ackonwledges i study in the day,i want to useing it but i can`t remember any words.why ?huh..i will try from now on ..
trista looks like it is very good ,most of things she told me is good ,but i know she is ...i can feel it ..maybe she encourage me to do best to together.she is a girl,but all the things she did is like a man ,more than me .even she is alone .i am happy when she told me that she was take a part-time job,i knew it is very tired for her ,but in return she could earning the experences ,and maybe good for herself ,specially i knew everything she do ,do it for me ,so i am hurt when i go to sleep ,because she is working at that times..the character is better now and knew the money is not easy to get ..so i happy but my mind is following with she ,so upset ....i swear ..she will be happyness and good mood everything when i go ...and take good care of her this life .. November 14 so terrible ...the weather is best today,but i am so tired.i do not know it is excitting or tired ....i go to shanghai pudong development bank in beijing do sth for my vissa..the rare of this is so high,so gody please blessing me ..as a student i think i do this thing is good .maybe not mature enough ,i also do sth wrong on this things,i cann`t do everything best,however ,i do my best for it,so i also happy...the distance to my dream nearly a little ...now ..i just should do my study and inproving it soon,in addaition waitting my vissa come back as soon as possibile..wish i am a luckly boy ..i wonder it ..
as a man (because i am growing up now)i should faceing everything ,even it is not for me ,frequent the confired the true and the dreams ,espeically nowtimes ,long road i must to go ...though the challageing is so high,and we must being experised the ups and downs from now on...but i believe i am not a lost sheep..i can do it ..so this is mars ..it is true myself .... November 13 sound like it is difficult..fellow with hanjian(one of my friends in beijing sports univeristy)to study in his english classes these days .
i have been knew that my english is so poor ,so i study again this time .i planning to join the ielts examnation once again in 6 january.so i want to study hard to meet with the comeing exam,if it is impossible .
everything is difficult,just like boxing .eventhough it is like fightting with sb in the past.but it also tired.
lots of things you should do it by yourself and if your have some words to say ,you can not..maybe the world is like this.maybe not only i am not mature enough ,but also i knew a little thing ...
for me ,the interpersonal skills is pound of me.whether or not to be ...
so maybe it is right .the students should be use the limited time to acquire the acknowledge and skills when you studys in campus...but except me ..i will do more ,though everything is difficult .if your not agree with me .i want to say ...if you think you can ..you can...i must do it ..because .........................you should gusess...haha ..
November 12 brother.....?it is true ?today...some friends come here and we are drinking together .
so it is happy .everyone talk about the upset things each other .maybe just own things ,but when you speaking out it so happy...mengdidi think that go abord is warstting the time ,because you must find a job when you gratuded .so he choose to do sth now for money,maybe he come from the rich family.
maomao is also worry about his ielts,and upset everyday,he said study hard everyday but he went to internet club for moshou game,maybe it is really intersting .it is attrack them so deeply ,they can find really themselfs in this game.i do not know .when you talking about ielts ,he just do smoking again and again...however if you chatting about he is so excitting...wish he will pass in the come ielts examnation.
zhufeng ,a good boy i think ,but he think maomao is his brother .so just together everyday ..every times.i do not know who is the older one .just influenced each other..they forgot the own thing they should do ...
guaiwang ,just know a litter ,he is a true mo nan ,as xiongqian (mo nv)....
why ???????????what is the true brother ?just like this ????????? November 11 part-time work... it is the commen topic in this time for everyone ...
the students in university should take the part-time job?
sb think that the part-time work can cultivate the independence ,which is nesseray in the furture job.and foster the competion and cooperition ,it can not earn in the class.in addition .it can provide the opptunity to the student who studying in the campus put their knowledge to the practise ,in return ,the work experisence is so important for themself to find a good job after gratuded ...also ...you can develop a sence of interpersonal skills from it and enhance the good habit for money ,because you knew the money is not easy to make ..
however ,what should you do in the uni...do you best to study the ackowledges,and put your all time to it ...and do sth for money ?who can say it clearly?i do not know ..
but i want to say ..by yourself ..i f you think you can ..just do it..if not ...do not ..
November 09 because of you ... are you ok .my dear..you don`t know what`s the feelings i will if i have not you news ..
waitting for you for a long time but you are not come ..not upset ..just think you maybe have signifcant things to do..
i know just the speech you will be have .you called yeterday evening and said you want to give up your english class because it is too difficult. i want to tell you: you are best ,do not give up .everything will be ok after a few days .you must have confidence on youself,cause this is a reason i love you .my feelings tell me you went to working this night ,so you can not come to meet me ,dear......why ?i know.but you should do you homework first,the comeing speech ,were you prepared it ...worriy about ..because you are a part of me ..take care ..love you .. because of you ... are you ok .my dear..you don`t know what`s the feelings i will if i have not you news ..
waitting for you for a long time but you are not come ..not upset ..just think you maybe have signifcant things to do..
i know just the speech you will be have .you called yeterday evening and said you want to give up your english class because it is too difficult. i want to tell you: you are best ,do not give up .everything will be ok after a few days .you must have confidence on youself,cause this is a reason i love you .my feelings tell me you went to working this night ,so you can not come to meet me ,dear......why ?i know.but you should do you homework first,the comeing speech ,were you prepared it ...worriy about ..because you are a part of me ..take care ..love you .. November 08 you !my only...i met trista through sb who said that she is specil in beijing sports university.it was summer and the cherry trees will been bloom.alfer they said she is so bad in my class,maybe it is because she came from the bayi tearm.i think i am a boy in confidence ,so i want to killing hers feeling...so after i knew hers telephone,i send a message to her...just to play,because i am a bad guy in the past..at least i think it.alfter a few days ..i was surprise that i like to send message to she everyday.at begining i just think it such as a games..so one day.i talked to her:if i like you ,do you want to be my girlfriend?the answear is:i want to consider it three days ...maybe diffierent girl hve diffierent feeling on this issure.so i waitted her...but the result is so bad becuse she refuseing me...huh...gody..
we are chatting with each other by message after this time..but do not to speak everyday..though we are in the same class..time passed quickly..we fall in love by this way..
i do not know why ..maybe the time make this love in true ,i am not handsome ,not rich ,and sth else which is the girls like ....
now ..we are in the diffierent place in the world ..but i want to say ..you are my only..we experise the ups and downs in this two years ..so i love you forever...waiting for me ..my only.. November 07 tired.......i was been playing boxing and wushu these days .so tired...i think this is very easy in my mind at the begining..but now ..i do not think so..every part i must do it again and again...not like the fighting with sb..but i will do my best to do it ..and studying english ..the origorous rule in the university is so good .for me .\living at here is so excited .lots of feeling i do not know when i am here berfore..huh..gody...please give me a strong a sence of mind to enjoying it..
my love !waitting for me ..i will go.. November 06 At least you love me ..we were not together for a month ...i don`t know how to say the feellings durning this time ...missness?happyness?or sth else..we met each other by internet everyday ,in order to kill the time ..
To pass the love by mobilephone .if you like everything is ok...because i love you ..
i do not know the purpose i go aboard..for love ?business?careeer?lost my heart to a girl named trista..i just want to go together forever...i likes that feelling when we together ..this love is from the play,but is so deeply lead to i can`t to give up ....trista..everything i do ,do it for you ,because i love you ..
everybody said that the great power in the world is love .i agreeed with it ..
the line is so bad.. it is so bad ,making i so angry...
i writted sth yesterday afternoon,but i couldn`t put it on my place..because the line is ruppted ...
i met zhang bo ,one of my friends in beijing sports university yestersity.just so so ..sound like very good .
long times no see..he was like th e man who come back from the korea.hehe ..he said he will go england next year..to be frank,i admire with him .he`s family is very rich.more than me ...he could do .everything he likes ,but me ......a little upset..maybe the money and the rank is important if you want to do your own career...
it can help you voiding sth you feel difficult ..but for me ..i think the money is not the only way to get your goal..
just the feeling these days ...i knew the acknowledges is so poor in my mind .so i do the best to earn it ..anything is ok ... |
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